And somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation

just_one_kiss @ 2006-03-10T01:54:00

2006-03-10T09:57:05Z

OH MY WORD!
tonight. delbar, jen and i went to howies.
we stayed until midnight.
we're rebels.
i'm getting better at battlefield. i can actually kill people.
hahaha.
i'm amazing.

i made out with a boy on weds. it was nice.
we're supposed to hang out next week or something.
who knows.

ajfkaldfjklaj`

2005-01-28T16:55:14Z

life is swell.
work.
hang out.
sleep.
eat ichibiris.
spend money.
mmhhmm.
life is swell.

see ya. <3

updates are so much fun.

2005-01-17T09:04:02Z

sooooo yeah. tonight i tracked down a mexicant.
hit a parked car.
and ate del taco.
all while saving the lives of innocent little rabbits.
i hate that i let someone down today.
but i cant help it i had to help someone else that needed to be helped.
i'm sorry for everything.
<3
kels

is that a sin?

2004-03-29T18:49:47Z

Cause I just discovered
Imagination taking over
Another day without a lover
The more I come to understand
The touch of my hand

i have G R E E N toes.

2004-03-18T06:46:09Z

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(x) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(x) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(x) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF (AS A BABY WE ALL DID)
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(x) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(x) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(x) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(x) I'VE NEVER BEEN MARRIED
(x) I'VE NEVER BEEN DIVORCED
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
(x) I NEVER HAVE POSED NUDE
(x) I NEVER GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX HANGING FROM THE CEILING IN A LEATHER STUDDED HARNESS
(_) I NEVER STOLE MONEY FROM MY PARENTS
(x) I NEVER HAVE CALLED ANYONE A FUCKWAD TO THEIR FACE
(_) I'VE NEVER CHEATED ON SOMEONE
(x) I NEVER TOOK A DRAMA CLASS
(_) I NEVER LIED TO SOMEONE BECAUSE THE TRUTH SCARED ME SO MUCH
(_) I NEVER HAD MY HEART BROKEN
(_) I NEVER TOOK CANDY FROM A STRANGER
(_) I NEVER LOST A LOVED ONE
(_) I NEVER PEED IN THE COMMUNITY SWIMMING POO (WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I DID)

put an X next to the things you have never done and a _ next to the things you have done

24/7 best friend.

2004-03-05T04:58:22Z

so tomorrow is hayleys first friday off in what seems like a year.
i dont know what we're doing yet.
i hope it'll be fun
prolly go see a movie and eat.
the usual.
anyone want to change what we usually do?
you know my number.
oh yea. i have a new sn. its

Jadoreladouleur.

I'm..I'm..I'm...really...really....hot..hotttttt.

2004-02-19T00:16:47Z

I'm a hot gal

Hot cars and stars and strip bars

And ain't hot if I'm not there

i <3 miss elliot.

my birthday is in four days. i'm 18. wish me a happy birthday.

he believes in beauty.

2004-02-11T07:31:03Z

[ venus as a boy ] - he believes in
beauty he's venus as a boy. Love. love.
love <3. either you are inlove, you look for
love, or you just pretend to love, its an
emotion that is always on your mind and in your
desires. a basic human emotion that consumes
your mind daily. some envy your ability to feel
it.

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i'm kinda happy about this test result because its one of my favorite bjork songs. she's amazing end of story. xoxo.

just_one_kiss @ 2004-01-20T14:08:00

2004-01-20T22:09:48Z

Winter formal is in 3 days!!!!!! soooo excited. I have the hottest date at dana. haha.

i stole this from sarah.

2004-01-09T01:46:27Z

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basics
Name::	kelsey
Nickname::	kels, kelster
Location::	laguna niguel
Gender::	lady
Birthplace::	orange
Birthstone::	amethst
Birthday::	2.22
Sign::	pisces
Righty or Lefty::	righty
Screenname::	lts0hs0quiet
your looks
Height::	5'3
Weight::	uhmmm.
Shoe size::	7
Hair Color::	black/red
Hair Length::	short. like boy short.
Eye Color::	blue
Size::	6-7
Glasses::	yes
Braces::	no
Piercings::	yes
Tattoos::	no
fashion
Where do you shop::	anywhere.
What do you usually wear::	clothes
What kind of shoes do you wear::	shoes.
Do you wear a watch::	no
Color you never wear::	i dont wear purple. but i should.
Color you wear at least once a week::	black. pink. yellow.
Something you wear everyday::	bra?
Do you wear make up everyday::	no
Make up essential::	mac micre fibre mascara. its god i tell you
Most cherished piece of clothing::	i know what my most cherished shoes are.
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing::	plaid pants.
Do you wear belts::	yes
Do you wear hats::	i havent found a hat i like. so no.
How many pairs of shoes do you have::	my shoe collection is slowly growing.
music
Favorite kind of music::	dont have one.
Least Favorite::	dont have one.
How many CD's do you have::	lots
Last CD you bought::	yo la tengo. today is the day.
Whats in your CD player right now::	nothing. i still havent plugged it back in
Do you download music::	yes.
Favorites
Color::	yellow.
Number::	9.
Season::	winter.
Ice cream::	mint chocolate chip.
Website::	www.google.com
Quote::	too many.
Store::	ummm. anywhere?
Band::	AFIreinside. Bright Eyes.
Singer::	Davey Havok. Conor Oberst.
Rapper::	missy elliot. fabolous. ludacris. Jadakiss. Eminem.
Group::	uhhhh. riiiight.
Song::	there is too many to name.
Movie::	lord of the rings all of them.
Actor::	Johnny Depp. Orlando Bloom. Marlon Brando.
Actress::	Maggie gylkajdfa. (the secretary).
Kind of movies::	silent.
Place to be::	my room.
Time of day::	930 on sunday nights.
Clothing Brand::	i dont have a favorite clothing brand.
Animal::	penguins. pandas.
Food::	pasta. chicken. grilled cheeeese.
Holiday::	new years.
Shape::	heart.
Restaraunt::	thai this.
Fast food place::	pick up stix.
Boy's name::	devin.
Girl's name::	lise.
Word::	i dunno.
Month::	october.
Candy::	red vines. black or red.
love and relationships
Sexual Preference::	boys.
Boyfriend or Girlfriend::	boyfriend.
Crush::	yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight::	yes.
What do you look for in a guy/girl::	intelligence.
Best physical feature::	eyes.
Best hair color::	black or dark brown.
Best eye color::	brown or blue.
randoms
Do you paint your nails::	yes.
What color is your tooth brush::	white and purple.
What's on your desktop::	a poem.
Do you like roller coasters::	no. they give me headaches.
Do you do drugs::	no.
Are you a virgin::	yes.
Do you have any pets::	yes.
What time do you go to sleep::	whenever i want to.

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sometimes

2003-12-19T17:37:02Z

Sometimes I feel as if I'm screaming out in front of everyone
and no one is hearing me.

Its quite difficult to come to the realization that no one is listening to you. Sometimes I think that even my parents dont care about me. She lets him say things about me. Calling me a dipshit and stupid and saying how I'll never amount to anything. I think thats my one biggest fear in life. Never amounting to anything. I doubt I'll ever be noticed for anything. But I do want to make a difference. I want to help people. But how can I help people when I need so much help myself? I dont know. Life is just hurting me right now. It'll get better. ok. well have a good day. I just needed to get this out. xoxoxo.

stuff

2003-12-10T03:58:22Z

so i have decided to dedicate my journal to the one person in my life that means more to me then anything. hahahahha. yea ok. and i want to fuck his brains out. only jen will understand my needs for this to happen. anyways. life is alright. kinda lonely. kinda just eh. been sick so i guess thats really bringing me down. xo.

just_one_kiss @ 2003-11-29T03:15:00

2003-11-29T11:29:00Z

My goals in life.

1. Own 64 pairs of shoes or more
2. Live in a big city
3. Play in the water fountain in Central Park
4. Carve a giant pumpkin
5. Play at least one song on guitar
6. Dance in the rain
7. Marry the one I love
8. Become friends with a mouse
9. Go to Europe
10. Live in a igloo
11. Make love in the rain
12. Dance with Hayley to Soilworks Song of the Damned
13. Join the mile high club
14. Go to Vegas
15. Spend a full night on the beach wrapped in warm blankets with my love
16. Take my neice and nephew to Disneyland
17. Argue politics with my sister
18. Dance just like how I wanna live
19. Design and make a formal dress.
20. Be happy
21. Have a dance party in a random parking structure. Everyones invited.
22. Wear a swan dress.
23. Own every color wife beater ever imagined.
24. Have my own clothing line.
25. Dance in a field of sunflowers.

It sucks....

2003-11-19T09:42:30Z

It sucks that I'm not worth even a simple sorry.

It sucks that our friendship had to end like this.

It sucks that you think your right about everything.

It sucks that you feel that you owe me nothing.

It sucks that you cant even begin to fathom what this is like for me.

It sucks that you feel you have to put me down in order to make yourself seem cooler.

It sucks that I was just someone that you had "goodtimes" with.

It sucks that you didnt even give me a chance to sit down and tell you how i feel.

It sucks that I have cried so much over this, and you havent even shed a tear.

It really sucks that everything had to end this way.

It sucks when you finally realize that you've meant nothing to your friends.

:( xo

dooo dooo dooo beee dooo dooooo dooooo

2003-10-17T07:33:05Z

i am in love. and he's gonna be my baby daddy.

just_one_kiss @ 2003-10-08T02:29:00

2003-10-08T09:32:38Z

looks like you've moved on quite nicely.

.

2003-10-07T19:05:59Z

i'm going to have an ulcer by the time i am 34.

...

2003-09-29T22:56:38Z

so the other night i babysat. here's what i did.

[+] watched the little mermaid 2.
[+] watched spiderman.
[+] watched thumbelina.

sooooooooooooo much fun.

oh and i also discussed superheros with conner. i think i've decided that i like spiderman the best.

oh and your jealous. i'm about to go watch the little mermaid.

tonight

2003-08-24T20:51:56Z

tonight i get to go and see belle and sebastian and bright eyes. hehe.

[click]

2003-08-21T06:05:53Z

Put on your Diesel jeans get ready....

Breakdown!